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cant sleep, again...
decisions, why the hell does life have to be ruled by decisions.
life's abt making the right investments too, u make a bad choice, u fail, suck it up, deal with it.
guys mind fuck u, so tt they can fuck u. yeah, ok.. heard it from the player himself,
"Ann, pls be more discerning." u have no idea how many times i heard this.
well, kick, kick, kick, all the arseholes out of my life, pple who are not gd for me and to me.
no more, i'm so nice to them, dun think they'll be evil to me, yeah,i can fucking dream on.
recently, my postings have been rant rant rant rant rant, so tired. i need happy posts...
well, birthday's coming soon, i want a quiet birthday, with dinners, lunches, brunches, even suppers will do, with my babies who love me. no partying, blah blah, spent last birthday sobbing like a mad cow, haha, i'm such an idiot who enjoys wallowing myself in self pity over stupid things tt are not my prob, yeah... my 18th was fun, spent with cheryl, my bestie. muah, yeah, fun just the two of us...
going hong kong like in july i think, yeah. with hansen, cheryl and grace... yeah, awesome, shopping man... i wanna buy heels, heels, heels, boots, yeah, heard they have some pretty cool shoes over there in hong kong, and apparently dirt cheap.. hmmm...
u know bumming? might not be such a gd idea, u feel idle, u eat and eat and eat and just slack ur life away, not accomplishing anything, just spending ur parent's money...hmmm, mummy and daddy not giving enough, i'm liek flat broke, AGAIN!! yeah, but can dig arnd here and there to survive lah.
i wanna be independent, yes i do, dunwan to reply on the affections of my parents and my kind kind kind friends, they're the only ones who get me by, get me strong and up again.
Out the door just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by eight am
The phone rings in the car
The wife is working hard
She's running late tonight again
Well, I know what I've been told
You've got to work to feed the soul
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
And you've got your love online
And you think you're doing fine
But you're just pluged into the wall
And that deck of Tarrot cards
Won't get you very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall
Well, I know what I've been told
You've got to know just when to fold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
(that's right)
You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it, after all
I need you here with me
Cause love is all we need
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall
Well I know what I've been told
You've to break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I can't do this all on my own
I know, that I'm no
Superman
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
Someday we'll be together
I'm no Superman
Someday
Someday we'll be together
Someday
I'm no Superman
sometimes i just feel like everyone wants smtg from me? want me to eb someone diff, and yeah, i guess everyone has this prob...i think i'm pmsing and thinking too damn much.
yeah, just ranting, tt's what a blog for.... I"M NOT DEPRESSED!!!!!!! I AM NOT!!!!
STOP SAYING I AM.. i just whien and complain alot alot alot.
